Now we address some of the objections and provide
         responses (this is a format commonly used to clarify
         the concepts that have been presented). 
       Part XIII - Some Clarifications
           Regarding Internal Perceptions 
       Q. If happiness is a mental mood that is perceived
         directly, then the recollection of that happiness from
         one's own memory should also be considered as perception
         of happiness directly and immediately.  
       If we recall, the definition
           of a pramANa when recollection is allowed is 'abAdhita
           arthaviShayaka jnAnatvam' – (a)
         'non-negatable' and (b) objectifiable entity. However
         the question here is, does this recollection of happiness
         come under direct and immediate perception, since there
         is no object ‘outside’ and recollection
         involves some kind of mental mood or vRRitti which is
         perceived as it forms. It is somewhat similar to the
         original vRRitti that was formed when we perceived the
         happiness. But, since the original mental mood of happiness
         that was perceived is now stored in the memory, the
         question is whether the recollection also involves a
         vRRitti j~nAnam or knowledge of mental mood.  
       A. VP says that is not so. The recollection of the
         mental mood is not the same as the experience of the
         original mental mood. The recollection involves recollection
         of the previously ‘collected’ event. Recollection
         is occurring in the present while the object of recollection
         is from the past. There is no corresponding 'object'
         (state of happy mental mood) in the case of the recollected
         vRRitti. The recollection is 'I was happy' rather than
         'I am happy'. To state this more clearly, the limiting
         adjunct for the recollected mental vRRitti and the limiting
         adjunct of the happy mental mood when it was experienced
         relate to two different times. Hence the corresponding
         limiting consciousnesses of the two vRRitti-s are different.
         Therefore, the criterion for perception is that the
         two limiting consciousnesses must occupy the same space
         and time, in order for the union of the two to take
         place.  
       Emotional moods such as happiness (pleasure), anger,
         hatred, love, etc are experienced internally. They are
         called internal perceptions, since they are direct
         and immediate. They are perceived and experienced as
         they arise in the mind. When I am angry, I do not think
         first and then deduce or infer that I am angry. The
         experience of anger is immediate and direct, just as
         with the perception of an object. I may
         have to reflect and analyze in order to discover why
         I am angry but the fact that I am angry is immediate
         and direct.  
       Hence these moods are immediately perceived,
           known and experienced. As we discussed before,
         the perception of objects occurs through vRittis, with
         the attributes of the objects as their contents. Similarly,
         anger and other emotional moods are perceived by
         their corresponding vRittis, with the associated attributes
         of those mental moods as the contents. When an emotion
         arises as a vRitti of the object, the witnessing consciousness
         illumines the vRitti and the reflection of the consciousness
           by the vRitti becomes the knowledge of the vRitti.
         The happiness that results from sense enjoyment is
         considered to be a vRitti because it is a conditional
         happiness with the associated knowledge that 'I am happy'.
         Hence, these pleasures or pockets of happiness are conditional
         happiness due to the limiting reflecting consciousness
         of the vRitti that is formed. When one says 'I am happy',
         that is a thought in the mind and it is a recognition
         of the knowledge of the happiness that one has just
         experienced. The 'I
         am happy' thought
           is different from being happy when the knowledge
           of the mental mood of happiness occurs. ‘I am
           happy’, ‘I
           was happy’ or ‘I will be happy’,
           etc are vRitti-s that are different from the emotion
           of happiness that is experienced when the internal
          perception of happiness occurs.  
       'I was happy', for example,
             is a recollection of a past happy mood. 
            Recollection of the happy mood does not necessarily
            have in its vRitti the original contents of the happy-emotion.
            The recollection of happiness can only be a vRRitti
            in the thought form, since one cannot regenerate
            the same mental mood via recollection. Experience            of
            happiness is in the present, by direct perceptual
            experience, while the recollection of the
            thought of the experience 'I
    was happy’ does not have the same attributive
    contents in that vRitti-thought. This is viewed by VP as
    non-unity of the limiting consciousnesses of the two vRRitti-s
    (the past and the present), since unity of limiting consciousness
    is the criterion for direct perceptual knowledge. I.e.
    'I was happy' is a recollective vRitti and is not identical
    with the vRitti formed when I was happy. There is no unity
    in the limiting consciousness of the two vRittis for directly
    perceiving the two as one.  
       Here we raise an important issue:
      If we consider that emotions are some kind of mental perturbations
      expressed as vRRitti-s in a general sense, then how are
         these ‘emotional’ vRRitti-s
           stored in the memory, so that one may recollect them
           in the future? I recognize that some of the discussions
           can border on speculation, since I do not know how the
           mind stores any sort of information in the memory for
           subsequent recollection. There is a similar problem
           in respect of storing the genetic information coded
           in genes for passing on to the next generation. We just
           marvel at the programmer and bow down at this intelligence
           and speculate how it is done.  
       In the case of perception of external objects such
         as ‘this is jar’, ‘that is a cow’,
         the attributive knowledge is stored as information in
         the memory together with information about time and
         space as conceived by the mind (in relation to previous
         or subsequent events). In the case of emotions such
         as happiness, fear, anger, etc, it is our experience
         that we do not store those mental perturbations directly
         but as thoughts associated with the feelings. However,
         thoughts are not feeling per se. Hence, the thought
         that ‘I am happy’ is not the same as being happy.
         It is our experience that we cannot be happy by recollecting
         that ‘I was happy’, since recollection of ‘I
         was happy’ does not generate the same mental,
         emotional happiness that I had at that time. The same
         is true for anger and other emotions. Hence, it appears
         that what is stored in the memory is not the exact content
         of emotional moods of the mind but knowledge as a subsequent
         thought about those moods. The memory therefore involves
         recollection of the thought of happiness and
         not the state of happiness experienced in the
         past. Hence we can say that the contents of the 'I was
         happy' thought and the mental mood of happiness that
         existed when I was happy are different - there is no
         unity in contents.  
       Essentially VP says that by recollecting that I was angry,
         I cannot be angry now. I might be angry again if I recapitulate
         all the thoughts or situations that led up to the original
         anger, providing that I still feel that those accounts
         have not been settled. This time the anger could be more
         or less intense depending on how strong the rekindled
         emotions are. Negative emotions like anger, hatred, or
         frustrations etc can be stronger since they are intense,
         and continuous recollection would only reinforce those
         emotions. One can get cocooned in these repeated emotions
         and frustrations to the extent that one can become neurotic
         or mentally depressed. In such cases, it is not the recollection
         of the emotions but recreation of those emotions, which
         are perceived immediately as they rise in the mind.
        
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